I just can't stop

Sometimes, when I thought I had it, and then some random shit happens and now I lost it. And I had hopes and everything, almost ready to go for it and then it changes. Darn it. I'm sick of going through it again. Maybe, if I just .... stop or something, something good will happen to me. I don't even know what I am typing now. Bye!

i think i am ugly

there must be a reason why nobody really cares, so i must be ugly. both inside and out. i should really change but change is difficult. what's there to change when i can't identify the mistakes that i suppose i have cast upon. god. i really want to give up everything and just stare into space under the bridge or something. perhaps losing my mind, one or the other would be pleasurable as well. i wish. i wish i can just blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i'm 18, but i feel like 81.

PB and J

Look what I found!

A fully functional peanut butter and jelly sandwich purse! Looks almost edible.