because no one cares for your sob story. no one wants to hear your negativity and no one has the time for that.

they want to suck the happiness and success out of you, like a vampire. and if you have none left, society sweeps these empty bodies... mentally abolish these people so even if youre sad, lonely, dont show it. dont let people know... just pretend to be happy shiny and glowing with positivity even if you have to fake it.

im annoyed.

i really dont like how i handle things. on normal days, at least my tolerance to negative things are pretty alright. i mean, I dont show my emotions (lest they are happy) and I try to be happy too but once everything adds up, I can be so mean...such a mean person I am. And then everything crumbles.... I hate myself doing that. How do I improve myself? :(

其實我好不開心

Change. It’s a wonderful thing. Look, you know how subatomic particles don’t obey physical laws? They act according to chance, chaos, coincidence. They run into each other in the middle of the universe somewhere and bang! Energy! We’re the same as that. That’s the great thing about the universe: unpredictable. That’s why it’s so much fun.