all.i.ever.wanted.was.to.be.wanted.

I am unmotivated to do my work. My mom thinks that I am spending way too much time on my computer. So, I bought my laptop and charger out to the library and stayed that. And then I lied that I'm out with my friends but all I want to do is be alone. What am I going to do with my life? How am I suppose to know what's right. This is a stupid blog. Everything is stupid. You are stupid. I am stupid. Where are the answers. Yeah, don't worry I'll find my way. What if I won't ever be able to?

Is it normal to feel all this angst inside me? It's like nothing goes right.