reading ex classmates blogs made me realized and all this festive season, being on my own...
i felt like i am evaporating as everyone continue with their lives. everyone would eventually grow out of it and carry on living with or without you - or replaced. as someone said before, why choose to be sad when no one notices or cares?
unfortunately, it always feel more comfortable and at ease, to feel self pity. i have now come to this state where i know i should not bother about what other people feel or think anymore. it sound selfish but then again in reality, i am the only person to control my own life. i make my own decision, and it should be based on myself. but, i dont even know what i want....
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