sometimes ive got a lot to say, but i give second thoughts before turning them in to actual spoken words. is it the right situation? would it leave a negative impact? what are these risks if i do?
i mean, not every single sentence turns in to a internal debate, but i like to give them a bit of a filter before letting them go. unless, it's laughter or just weird sounds....
perhaps, one day when i muster enough rage and courage, it would explode... but i hope it would turn beautiful. somehow i also imagine this metaphorically like a exploding pimple with it's pus flying everywhere... the satisfaction and disgust, emotions mix in to one.
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