Wednesday, June 24, 2015
Saturday, June 20, 2015
hello space. internet; the world where everything exist in a non-existential world. i welcome you yet again to this blob of whatever you wish to call it, that is suppose to belong to me... or not.
it's 3.13am.
i'd just returned from helping my friend with her deadline, which i genuinely care for. i think whoever still follows this blog thing probably knows (or knew) me in person. hello hello!
this week had been shit. i stumbled and tripping over my life so far. i think its okay so far, in comparison with the 7 billion (minus me) people on this planet so i feel like i definitely have no rights to complain, or maybe i do. because FUCK yeah, even if im a speck of dust in this fucking universe within a billion other more galaxies x universe, i.... still exist. so fuck im just going to type whatever the fuck i want.
i mean, my life isnt bad really, but i feel so not complete. but what is complete, right?
by the way, im not drunk.
it's 3.13am.
i'd just returned from helping my friend with her deadline, which i genuinely care for. i think whoever still follows this blog thing probably knows (or knew) me in person. hello hello!
this week had been shit. i stumbled and tripping over my life so far. i think its okay so far, in comparison with the 7 billion (minus me) people on this planet so i feel like i definitely have no rights to complain, or maybe i do. because FUCK yeah, even if im a speck of dust in this fucking universe within a billion other more galaxies x universe, i.... still exist. so fuck im just going to type whatever the fuck i want.
i mean, my life isnt bad really, but i feel so not complete. but what is complete, right?
by the way, im not drunk.
Sunday, May 31, 2015
because no one cares for your sob story. no one wants to hear your negativity and no one has the time for that.
they want to suck the happiness and success out of you, like a vampire. and if you have none left, society sweeps these empty bodies... mentally abolish these people so even if youre sad, lonely, dont show it. dont let people know... just pretend to be happy shiny and glowing with positivity even if you have to fake it.
they want to suck the happiness and success out of you, like a vampire. and if you have none left, society sweeps these empty bodies... mentally abolish these people so even if youre sad, lonely, dont show it. dont let people know... just pretend to be happy shiny and glowing with positivity even if you have to fake it.
im annoyed.
i really dont like how i handle things. on normal days, at least my tolerance to negative things are pretty alright. i mean, I dont show my emotions (lest they are happy) and I try to be happy too but once everything adds up, I can be so mean...such a mean person I am. And then everything crumbles.... I hate myself doing that. How do I improve myself? :(
i really dont like how i handle things. on normal days, at least my tolerance to negative things are pretty alright. i mean, I dont show my emotions (lest they are happy) and I try to be happy too but once everything adds up, I can be so mean...such a mean person I am. And then everything crumbles.... I hate myself doing that. How do I improve myself? :(
Thursday, May 28, 2015
Monday, May 25, 2015
Change. It’s a wonderful thing. Look, you know how subatomic particles don’t obey physical laws? They act according to chance, chaos, coincidence. They run into each other in the middle of the universe somewhere and bang! Energy! We’re the same as that. That’s the great thing about the universe: unpredictable. That’s why it’s so much fun.
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