Saturday, April 30, 2011


those rare moments when i'd actually did calculation and measurements for paper, cutting and folding. the result isn't as preeminent as what i wanted but nevertheless, it's pretty accurate for the second trial.

you can still see some chips. :(

here i come toothpaste!

crunk witch

lazy saturday. after all, it's 'sat'turday, the day that's meant for sitting. i'm forever doing my assignments. what a great student. pun intended.

Thursday, April 28, 2011


hello sweet and slow
hello smooth and forgotten
broken and fused
hello to the beat of the nighttime
when you sleep your heart hums along
hello to the searing brushfire mornings
red wine like blood on your lips
oh, how it stains
hello to music in the distance
hello to familiar faces layered with foggy assumption


I am in the school's lab. i am still feeling extremely dubious about the situation that i am in. initially, i thought it was a great thing and novel enough since it had never occurred to me before. and i'm all smiling and those shit and then now, i'm not even sure if it's real!oh my goodness hi deborah! (she's sitting next to me and reading this and insisted on crediting her heh!) whatever. i should just leave it till time takes me away.


Wednesday, April 27, 2011


I feel like taking back what I said. Oh my goodness, what have I done! Huge mistake.

Is it real or fake?

I'm not trusting anyone, not even myself.

ice snow slushies

finally completed the short assignment for today. i had been using my laptop for 2 hours and it only took around 15 minutes to complete my assignment. damn. the final looks very similar to that old-ish neopet snow faerie!

I reckon it's because of the color scheme. Ah well. 

Genuinely feels weird that ass not around. :( A million bummers! I shall reread my literature book again. Finally it's coming to a good use for this module! Thank you Mrs Henry for teaching me. And today's thought for food...


Tuesday, April 26, 2011


eye rape!

bloody mess

bloody indeed. I returned home from my dental appointment. they made a mold out of my teeth. the experience was outlandish and it felt like chewing a giant gum that can't be chew since it's so huge. afterwards, my teeth is polished nicely and it felt too clean to be real. had dinner at a chinese restaurant since it was my father's birthday. hurrah dad, you're older again so please stop bullying the dogs. ok, kidding. happy birthday, not like you are ever gonna read this here. tralah!

took the bus alone since they are riding on a motorcycle. almost immediately, out of no where, my knee started bleeding (after getting myself cut from some opened glass pane). it went on and on like there's no tomorrow. and when i thought it finished bleeding, i went to bathe and it suddenly bleed again. so, now my toilet looks like...somebody gave birth. it looks revolting and i shall not continue any further. i have assignment to do so bye bye.

Sunday, April 24, 2011


poser poser poser! please don't talk to me.


i'm bored. ok, i shall experiment with eyeliner now.

Saturday, April 23, 2011

for future


piece out. i mean, peace.


it's been forever since i'd wrote something here. okay, so maybe not forever. i attended my school's orientation camp. it was fun. hot, sweaty, loud, vexatious, abhor, whatever. i felt slightly detached during the whole experience, with the mates i'm suppose to hang out with. nevertheless, it was moderately doleful, after all it had been a full 5 month period since i came to know the proggers. good job! hippy hurrah!

by some means, the camp brought some attention for myself. i doubt it's a positive one, still and all, i don't think i'm quite glad with it. throughout my involvement for this particular camp, i have come to a conclusion for the new(some fucking rude freshies) and present students of design. a fairly pleasant one, however i'm not going to expose it. Ha! ugh, i feel so irked. i wanna go party or something. not exactly pleased with this block's class arrangement since i have to make an extra effort to reorder my schedule. :( in spite of that, i'm liking the fact that i am still in the same class as before. so hurrah to that. i am a boring person. yawn. and so, i was on tumblr again, looking at images and what not. found somethings that intrigued me a bit, so i'm placing them here.

I reckon i did no. 1, 2, 8, 14, 15 (i whispered something worst), 16, 20 (responding to the guy or dora in telly). damn, i think i am a freak. :( Damn, school's starting on tuesday. and before i go, here's to somebody...

i hope you know who you are uh. :) 

Friday, April 15, 2011

im bored.

i think i'm the laziest, boriest (is there such word?) person on earth. i slept pretty early yesterday, 1am? And then I woke up at 9 for my piano lesson. Returned home, to my bed and sleep again. I keep sleeping. I think i want to fall back to a dream and never wake up. oh no! and then, i went to the library, returned my books and borrowed a few books. Just finished 2 books in one day. And I came back from the second trip from the library. I am really bored and so, I shall make a random funny story to entertain myself and you.

Once upon a century, there lived a girl. She was, and is a normal girl. However, there's something queer, uncanny and particularly strange about her ears. Yes, ears. Why ears? I don't know but there's just something wrong with her ears, her ear lobes. It is freakishly shaped, in an odd way. In fact, it's so incongruous and abnormal, people labelled her the 'ear girl'. It is so strange that even I cannot describe the shape or her alienated ears with proper english words. And so, even though 'ear girl' was a normal girl, her ears were not. In order to hide her deformity, she tried many ways. She curled her hair, wore ear muffles and whichever methoud you can imagine, to cover them, yet people still notice her ears. Poor girl. And so she continued to live with her ears till she isn't a girl but an old lady, today.

The end. I don't think it's very funny because I'm not in the 'mood'. HAPPY NEW EARS!

Let's have a babblement one day.

Thursday, April 14, 2011

oh no

somebody hates me cause they wrote mean questions on my formspring!

hahas, what fun.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

not exactly

i was suppose to go for my programme chalet. but, i was too lazy and wasn't in the right mood for bbq. i don't really want to attend my class's chalet either. SANDY THIS ISN'T THE SPIRIT!  so i went out with deb and serena (with joel and dillon) for ben and jerry's free cone day. wasn't entirely glad since i couldn't get the flavor, strawberry cheesecake, which i originally wanted. :( nevertheless, it was still free so i slurpppppp my vanilla ice cream away. went a bit crazy, must've been the sugar level. haha! deborah has nothing to stalk! tree stalk.

Monday, April 11, 2011


Oh so true.


I can wear these everyday. If only~

shoe shoo shoe

this looks like my dancing shoe. i like!


Sometimes, I wish my name's more ...anything but Sandy. The first impression of 'Sandy', that name, seems awful. If only my name is Bonnie or Phillipa or Kyra or something. Ah wellz. 

I redid my lights during the weekend. Glued some fake flowers onto the bulbs and voila! It looks pretty nice. I kinda like the shadows it cast onto the wall. Maybe I can do something else next time again.

I don't feel like doing anything, lest leaving my house to attend a chalet. I really wanna go swimming but it's raining. Ugh. 

And I painted my nails pink. Ew pink. Haha!

Saturday, April 9, 2011

sorry uh

sorry uh, i'm not a scene kid. i like to read boring literature books and swim my afternoons away. i don't smoke, drink or have sex. although i do confess, that i always want to steal stuff but never have the guts to, cheap thrills. and i get distracted easily—

ooo nice dresses

Friday, April 8, 2011

- 2

dreams... dreams of you and me - lily allen, littlest things.


it would be nice to have a nice body.

i am a sad b-

butterfly! eh eh, bet you thought i'm gonna call myself a bitch but hellnooo! 

dip dip dippity show

hello again. i'd just attended the diploma show yesterday, it was exhilarating - okay, so it wasn't the funnest day but it was fun. paradox, get what i mean? anyway, i'm addicted to justin bieber's song lahhhhhh i wonder why! ugh, this two weeks gonna' be the busiest since there's so many things to do. why doesn't my holiday feel like a holiday? i need a getaway! oh and recently, i got no idea why i keep putting gifs (i found on tumblr, my preloved site) in my entries, ah wellzz! 

Pantane shampoo makes my hair smells like rock melon. I swear! It has the loveliest, fruity smell ever!

Blogger makes it difficult to post gif sometimes, yknow? You have to change the kb size thingy, but this makes me go... 'ahhhhhh, so true!'

Thursday, April 7, 2011

big big sigh

my parents are the naggiest people in the world. you seriously don't want to mess or piss them off. i swear it can go on forever. just had the 'talk' for 3 freaking hours. had numerous tea breaks and toilet breaks. no good no good!!

Wednesday, April 6, 2011


I fear that one day, I will become what this poor sim had become. :(

I can stare at this all day. awwww


Something funny happened to me this morning when I was about to wake up! And so, my phone alarm was on, and I snoozed it, I did'nt realized I'd dropped my phone on the floor so when it went on again, I tried to reach for it, I rolled over my bed and hit my head! Damn, I keep getting myself hit and all. I'm black and blue all over. :(

Anyway! These past few days of this week, I'd been really happy. Maybe it's because I friggin grew taller! Oh yeah, I'm officially 170.7cm. Almost 171! So, if I wear my Reebok shoe to school, I'll be 174cm! Wow, Sandy! OK, I'm smiling as I am typing this. I had an really pleasant afternoon! Really, I went to school for my programme meeting. I kinda dreaded it because I hate it when my face turns fucking red. :( But anyway, the point is, that I finally meet up with Gina lah!

Ate something and then I went home! Ooo jollification!

OOO mindfucked.

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

There are.

There are times, when I really question my existence. Obviously, there must be a really really really awesome reason why God gave me a chance to live, and make a choice as a human.

Anyway, I feel kinda dragged this holiday. I don't know why, but nothing's much happening. And it's really boring, perhaps it's just me. I think, I'm going to bed instead of waiting something to happen.

Monday, April 4, 2011


I lost 3 kg over the weekend from running and skipping rope and avoiding sweet treats! I'm da man!

Sunday, April 3, 2011


A new recycling bag
only $2, which i'm really glad!

From forever21. 

Friday, April 1, 2011

Tongue and ah lianzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxz

What's the fucking point of having a tongue piercing? It's ugly. It looks like a fucking pimple if you flick your tongue too quickly. Perhaps, when you finished all your food, you might hallucinate that, 'wow, i'd finished all my food :( ! oh wait— no, it's just my tongue stud. yum, let me try to chew on it to ease my hunger'. fuck. ah, maybe you want to add some sort of tongue training obstacle when you kiss somebody? or perhaps, you want to be an idiot so that when you brush your teeth, you have some thing extra to polish, too? oh wow, when you speak, you want something glitter and shine like your mom's toe ring!? probably, you just want rust to grow on your tongue so that it corrodes it and made a hole in it, so when you show off to your friends and you're like; 'hey cara! look, my tongue has a hole! and i can totally put my pinky in it!' and your friend, cara put in her thumb instead and said, ' nooooo i can put my whole thumb in it! i wanna be like youuuu, your so cool!' fucking retards. piercing your tongue when your'e only freaking 11 shows that have no intelligent or any simple, common sense in yourself. peace.