Tuesday, May 31, 2011


today, i came across a design student. and i like his works.



playing with filters, in preparation for my website design.

lens flare looks cheesy though.

Wednesday, May 25, 2011


friends? i don't think i have them.
are they when i need?
they say they have plans.
why am i not included?
cause i have no friends.
not true friends.
i need a pause in my life not a stop. full stop.

you should all be-gone! sspttss!

vermins. vermins.

this is you. you look like that, yknow? you are so hard to get rid off even if i chop off your head. BEGONE! BEGONE! BEGONE!

Monday, May 23, 2011


i really want to make it work this time. i really want my results to be better, so i'm giving it all. please, God, give me the strength and wisdom to improve.


my eyes, my head hurts from the constant staring on this screen, it's time to stop diverting my attention. i need to focus, like bull's eye kinda- focus! and stop spending money on unnecessary things. i want knowledge. i want ideas. i want time. time to read. i wish there's no school. it's like that kind of feeling when you just want to stay in the bath tub forever during winter and never come out. even if all your toes and fingers have pruned.  tumblr moments.

*on the bed.

stole this from cass's cause it's so true. good night.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

thy creation of boredom.

roller chairs

nothing. it doesn't fill me with anything as i wanted it before. there's a difference between this one and that one, previously. perhaps it's another mistake again. perhaps i should just let whatever take over this damned situation. fuck the lies.

i'm just afraid that it might turn ugly, scarring the unfortunate individual.

anyway, this block is ending soon. so hurrah for that. so sick of chicken cutlets and teh-peng that i think im gagging right now. it's about time to derange. so therefore i shall. honestly, i don't like people. if its possible, i would love to live alone and never to have interaction with humans. im okay with animals. but it's nonviable, and pointless musing about such fanciful notion. if only there's a frivolous, random skittish place that only God shall exist (hint hint!!) . This isn't morbid, by the way, yes you.

the paradox that the word, 'friend' has a 'end' in it. and the random pictures i'd came across tumblr.

tom the earthworm to the rescue!
and damnation, fuck you bitch.

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Think about it for a second

What is love? Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing, and is your voice caught within your chest? -it isn’t love, it’s like. You can’t keep your eyes or hands off of them, am I right? -it isn’t love, its lust. Are you proud, and eager to show them off? -it isn’t love, it’s pride. Do you want them because you know they’re there? -it isn’t love, it’s loneliness. Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand? -it isn’t love, it’s low confidence. Do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don’t want to hurt them? -it isn’t love, its pity. Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat? -it isn’t love, it’s infatuation. Do you pardon their faults because you care about them? -it isn’t love, it’s friendship. Do you tell them every day that they are the only one you think of? -it isn’t love, it’s a lie. Are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake? -it isn’t love, it’s charity. Does your heart ache and break when they’re sad? -then it’s love. Do you cry for their pain, even when they’re strong? -then it’s love. Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts? -then it’s love. Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you there? -then it’s love. Do you accept their faults because they’re a part of who they are? then it’s love. Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret? -then its love. Would you give them your heart, your life, your death? 

Think about it for a second.

source unknown.


ok, no more.

girls girls girls!

is it me or is that girls from girls' schools are unseeingly more attractive than girls from school of both genders? i think it is! they seem to know how to dress better. hurrah for me since i was told that i give off a 'girls' school' vibe. i have completed my final submission for pre press. good for me! i shall take some pictures of my work when i'm in the mood. school is such a drag. i wish i have no school yet i can still receive education. wait- i don't want to be home schooled! yawnification.

let this gif entertain you for 1 minute before you close this window.

good night my lovely friends on earth.

Sunday, May 8, 2011


Hadn't been using it for a decade!

I look like a man. Yay! Back to work.

Saturday, May 7, 2011


my lips are sealed
secrets revealed
friendships are renewed

oh and i dont have a curfew. <<< it rhymes! 

Tuesday, May 3, 2011



Felt really accomplished yesterday since i'd finished my toothpaste box. I was so inspired by colgate that i went to buy a new tube of toothpaste (since the old one was some random brand my mom bought)! how fun! can't wait to use it soon. i think i am really really eccentric, sometimes. quite a sucky attempt since accuracy is a bit far off since the box sample was not laid out 100% flat. 

freaking hate the cutting part.

does it look like teeth to you? i hope so, cause dilon said he wouldn't have thought of that if I didn't mention it to him. i think it's a bit too cutesy to be a toothpaste brand. oh well. 

hello! out of random, i wonder why i've never posted this before. and so, today was the last day of my contact lens expiration! and like always, i like to experiment with it. i actually look forward to my contact lenes expiring. okay, so some people might think it's retarded and lame but i'd been (secretly) trying all sorts of things with my contact lens. if your'e wearing contact lenses, you should definitely try what i did. if only i have time, i would illustrate it out pictorial examples so that it will aid your experiments ^^

1) stretch your contact lenses as much as possible without tearing it.
2) clean it with detergent
3) freeze it in the fridge
4) boil it
5) microwave it
6) fry it
7) twist it
8) dunk it in maple syrup. 

ok, please don't judge me! good night! 

Monday, May 2, 2011

- 3

omg can't stand singaporean bloggers pretend to be japanese with their fake japanese names, clothes, makeup and CIRCLE LENS! face palm a million times. okay, time to eat ice cream! chunky monkey!


it's a breathing eggplant/aubergine/melongene/brinjal!

Realized there's no school today, yet i woke up at the correct timing. after brushing my teeth, i plopped back to bed and dreamt till the early noon — like the pictorial example above. :) skipped lunch and went straight for tea! gonna make dumplings for dinner later and therefore my hands will smell like spring onions! hurrah.

Sunday, May 1, 2011

hello sexy>> the chicken not the man

return home. ambush. fridge. food. eat. 


mentos - the freshmaker. and wtf is with that kid? TT_TT


staring at this gif for almost 15minutes. hilarious. stole it from claire's. ugh, there's ants all over my macbook. been camping with it for a day already, i hope the ants wont nest themselves here forever.

bob's your uncle. bloody deadly.