I am in the school's lab. i am still feeling extremely dubious about the situation that i am in. initially, i thought it was a great thing and novel enough since it had never occurred to me before. and i'm all smiling and those shit and then now, i'm not even sure if it's real!oh my goodness hi deborah! (she's sitting next to me and reading this and insisted on crediting her heh!) whatever. i should just leave it till time takes me away.