i. am. so. bored. and. unmotivated.
loads of year ones for doc this year. i'm scared. like what if this and that. that and this. somehow i don't want to continue. but then again camp is so fun. perhaps if i ignore the awkward first times it would be better. i've yet to gather time to get christmas presents. :( i think i don't have direction in life. so lost. wandering....like waiting for each grain of time slipping into nothingness. i am not making any sense.