that isn't true. i think about your feelings too. maybe not all the times, perhaps not as thoughtful. it doesnt even make sense, some things that were mention... so tired. but i feel so awful now. i want to give in to that FUCK IT attitude... fuck i have school tomorrow. and my toe hurts, my foot hurts from the 10 blisters (big and small, what a happy family) i'd grew from all the walking, and i'm having flu. hurrah for me. i'm a giant douche bag and i don't want to care anymore.