Hello!

This time, I'm at the central library. My wisdom tooth on the left is coming out. It hurts really bad cause the gum is being pushed and dying. I could only whisper now, it hurts just moving my jaw. Anyway, it's exactly a week's time till my submission. Almost there, because I am honestly trying to catch my breath! :(

Today, otw to the library, I was thinking of all these strangers I met on the cabin. I really wanted to smile, because I like being smiled at, too. Smiling for no reason, but simply to acknowledge your presence. It's really nice! Unfortunately, I didn't in the end.

I'd frowned instead, frowned to the ground, to the sweaty back of a man, to the train pole which I could imagine all these germs passed from passengers holding to it. Very unhappy. SIGH

i don't like it that when i admit to something which im totally honest with and the person either goes, "oh. ok" or "why?". i would answer the latter with all my heart and then get another "oh. ok". giving you a crap reply.

it is so annoying and frustrating.

also, why can't you love yourself?

exactly! 

Moonbeam

My birthday was okay. I don't expect much cause I've always felt that birthdays.....they happen every year....it's just an age, a number, which shouldn't define anything. So, no parties, no cake, no hoo ha. I lied to somebody my family bought me a cake. Haha! Although, I'd secretly indulge myself in some online shopping. Bought this wonderful tapestry....

It's going to be perfect. My new room is going to be awesome. It's terribly small, but it'll be great cause my dad promised me to install built in speakers inside the mock walls (is that what you call them? those hollow cardboardish walls). And then i can play my favorite music and curl into my sheets, facing the reservoir. 

Was chatting with Kenneth and realized, i really need a life. I've not stepped out of the house for any recreational purpose...since idk....last October? No friends. Just school and home everyday. Attended somebody's funeral with my mom. Planning to visit this artsy area, was considering of asking my friends but idk....

My mom got sick today, on the first day of Chinese New Year! Super bummed, didn't get to go to Malaysia in the end. Somehow, I just can't wait to leave this shit-hole. Just don't feel like I belong. 

Happened to read somebody's blog and I feel really sad. I wish I didn't.


Well, anyway, hello to you! It's a Thursday today. Annnnnnndddddd, tomorrow's my birthday so I'm going to make it extra special for you. Yes you, reader. Come back soon and check it out!

May I remind everyone that I have exactly less than 20 days before the FINAL FINAL FINAL submission for my damned fyp? It's going to be awesome, on that day I will be eating cheesefries and have a  dance with my dogs to celebrate. ;)

Skin things

Hello!

I always take forever to have an update. But such is life, there's nothing much to talk about. You begin the same routine everyday, its boring.... but comfortable. Anyway, I'd been thinking, about my skin.

My mom (yes, why does every post always involve my parents somehow these days? lol!) told me not to use any makeup, if I wish to have better skin. To begin with, I don't put anything other than sunblock, mascara and some liner to line the inside of my lashes. So, I've stop putting anything other than toner and it's getting better already.

You know how girls with great skin, and you want to have it too? So you kept piling up makeup. I think it's okay to do that, it's just the cleaning part that many girls neglect. The makeup clogs up pores! And it's so bad, cause your skin can't breathe and as it accumulates with oil, dirt and oxidized make up, it starts forming whiteheads and blackheads. Anddddd.....if there's bacteria, it'll start to bloom into pimples.

If you don't cleanse your face well and continue to cover it up, it's only going to get worst. ;__; BOOBOO FOR YOU.

How random....

Clueless

Hello!

OMG! Spring is here! Okay, it doesn't make any difference living in Singapore. BUT, new fashion seasons sprouts are blooming. And I was really excited to see Wildfox Couture's new stuff. Although I must add, I've never own a piece from the brand. It is just wayyyyyyy too much for myself to afford. I just enjoy looking at the clothes and and and their models are gorgeous! Anyway, I'd just saw their new collection and .... TADA

Hang on a second– that looks familar! Isn't that suppose to be Cher, Dionne and Tai from Clueless? Since when did they grew 3 inches taller and lost so much weight!

Ahhh, the new Wildfox is inspired by 1995's Clueless. WHOOOHOOO! Who hadnt watch Clueless needs to go watch it RIGHT NOW. It's such a awesome chick flick. 

OOOO bitches bitching about the new girl. 

 HAIR FLICKING MOMENT. That plaid coordinate is so cute and memorable. 

Somehow, I'm more interested in comparing their shoots and the actual outfits from the movie! LOL. Nevertheless, very lovely clothes. Back to work now!